Thank you everyone. I'm doing ok. I was a wreck most of the weekend because I just knew. Honestly, I just didn't have a good feeling the whole pregnancy. I kept second guessing it. I even took another test the week before I started spotting. So to find out it's over, at least I know and can stop freaking out over it.
I went to work and distracted myself, called the couple of friends that knew and had a good cry at lunch. I'm sad but ok.
EJ is having a harder time. Even though I kept telling him it was bad, I don't think he really believed me until today.
Good news is my body is taking care of itself so I won't need a d&c. I have to go back next week for another blood draw but as along as that comes back ok, I'm fine.