ic...that my husband knew I wasn't a fabulous housekeeper when he married me, but he still thinks I should live up to his mother's ridiculously high standards
ic...that when I visit my IL's it drives me batty that if I leave something out only to go to the bathroom, by the time I return, it will have been put away or set aside
ic...that I am more than ready for the kids to go back to school in two weeks
ic...that I don't feel guilty sleeping until 8:30 every day of summer
ic..that I'm so grateful my parents invited the kids and me out to dinner tonight. No cooking!! (Mark's working.)
I.C. I found an invitation to my SIL's baby shower for my Mom and I didn't get one. I am pretty sure it was because she got pregnant while I couldn't and she thought this way my feelings would be spared.... but not getting one makes me feel even worse about everything... like I am to broken to get through a baby shower.
I.C. tomorrow is my nephew's first birthday... to me that marks a year of trying unsuccessfully to get pregnant because his big brother stayed with us while he was being born and this made DH bring up trying for another kid.
I.C. I wish DH had never changed his mind about wanting one kid.... because then I wouldn't be here in this place.
I.C. I am sitting here typing this sitting next to my husband and we are on our separate computers and he doesn't even notice the tears streaming down my cheeks. He is going on and on talking about something and I'm just pretending to listen giving the appropriately timed nods.
I.C. I don't know where all this came from it just came pouring out... I guess I've been holding it all in for sometime....
I.C. I found an invitation to my SIL's baby shower for my Mom and I didn't get one. I am pretty sure it was because she got pregnant while I couldn't and she thought this way my feelings would be spared.... but not getting one makes me feel even worse about everything... like I am to broken to get through a baby shower.
I.C. tomorrow is my nephew's first birthday... to me that marks a year of trying unsuccessfully to get pregnant because his big brother stayed with us while he was being born and this made DH bring up trying for another kid.
I.C. I wish DH had never changed his mind about wanting one kid.... because then I wouldn't be here in this place.
I.C. I am sitting here typing this sitting next to my husband and we are on our separate computers and he doesn't even notice the tears streaming down my cheeks. He is going on and on talking about something and I'm just pretending to listen giving the appropriately timed nods.
I.C. I don't know where all this came from it just came pouring out... I guess I've been holding it all in for sometime....
I.C. now I feel like a whiner and a complainer.
ic that does NOT make you a whiner and a complainer. just human.
I.C. I found an invitation to my SIL's baby shower for my Mom and I didn't get one. I am pretty sure it was because she got pregnant while I couldn't and she thought this way my feelings would be spared.... but not getting one makes me feel even worse about everything... like I am to broken to get through a baby shower.
I.C. tomorrow is my nephew's first birthday... to me that marks a year of trying unsuccessfully to get pregnant because his big brother stayed with us while he was being born and this made DH bring up trying for another kid.
I.C. I wish DH had never changed his mind about wanting one kid.... because then I wouldn't be here in this place.
I.C. I am sitting here typing this sitting next to my husband and we are on our separate computers and he doesn't even notice the tears streaming down my cheeks. He is going on and on talking about something and I'm just pretending to listen giving the appropriately timed nods.
I.C. I don't know where all this came from it just came pouring out... I guess I've been holding it all in for sometime....
I.C. now I feel like a whiner and a complainer.
Hugs! Not whiny. Like Juni said, human! On my phone so I'll be short but I'm thinking of you!
ic.... it felt good to get that all out Saturday night ic... sometimes I try to unlock my front door by pressing the unlock button on my car remote and then actually try the handle on the door ic... I start actually working on wensday night. I have to leave before Lucas is home from school and I am super nervous about DH being the parent on duty for dinner and homework. He is a great Dad I would just feel better about it if it was a weekend night.... I won't get home until after they are asleep. ic... I am SUPER nervous about going from SAHM to Working Mom