So I was supposed to test on Saturday but Friday my period showed up. I was a little sad but was trying to look at the positive because.... my period showed up... all on it's own.... no drugs needed. BIG DEAL FOR ME!!! So maybe my body is getting into a groove. At least this time the round will be shorter because I won't have to take provera for a week then wait a week for my period to show up.
I was starting to feel okay with it.... until a few hours later when I got a stupid freaking text message from someone with nothing but a picture of their positive pregnancy test. This person who sent it is a sister of my DH's stepmom. We aren't close... just see each other a few times a year at family gatherings. She knows we have been struggling. Her nephew (DH's stepbro) and I are BFFs and he's told her and yet she does this?!? I was crushed. When I saw the text I just broke down and sobbed. Her and her DH drink and do drugs. Her DH has a kid that he has nothing to do with already and THEY get a baby?!?! Wow, I know that is very judgemental and I hate that I am in that place right now.
On Tuesday I am supposed to start my last round of 50mg clomid. Then I go back to the doctor and decide if I want to up the dosage or not.
Kari-I am SO glad your period came on its own!! That is a great bit of news in what seems to be a lot of sad news. I'm sorry it came at all, but I do hope this means your body is gearing up to make this happen for you.
(((((HUGS))))) to you about the insensitive text. I'm sorry you had to go through that. Some people just don't seem to think at all.
I agree with April-and I fully agree that your time is coming. Hopefully this cycle will be it!
Kari, I am soooo sorry she sent you that text. How insensitive of her to text you that! I really hope this is going to be the cycle for you! Sending prayers your way...
